Each year my church hosts the Purpose Driven Youth Ministry Student Leadership Conference. The theme of the 2008 conference was Look. Each session was a different message about looking to Christ, looking out for others, etc. Recently, Travis has become my target of looking out for others.
Travis is one of those guys who fell through the cracks in life. He’s never been part of our ministry and he seems a little disconnected. I’ve come to know him because when he was a child he knew some of my students. They drifted away from each other because they chose different social groups to become part of in high school. They weren’t enemies. They just weren’t in each others’ lives. Lately he and my students have reconnected. He’s shown a deep hunger for friends. What he had must not have been meeting his needs. He’s not overbearing, but I can see him soaking up like a dry sponge what friendship people extend his way.
As they’ve reunited, I’ve come to know Travis. He’s the son of a Jewish dad and a Christian mom. His parents are not actively involved in their religions. Religion, according to Travis, does not come up in their home. Not surprisingly, Travis does not know what to believe. We’ve had a few conversations. The most recent one was about faith. He has listed himself as Atheist on his Facebook profile, but is unsure of what he is.
I see a diamond in Travis. He’s sharp, but lacking direction. He’s friendly, but feels out of place. He’s genuine, but is apprehensive about putting himself out there. Travis doesn’t need to change who he is, he just needs to find direction, acceptance, and freedom to be himself. He will go where he is led. My hope is to lead Travis to Christ.
Having known Travis for only a few weeks, he surprised me the other day. I’m one of those guys who connects with my guys through touch; hugs, rough housing, etc. However, with people I don’t know that well, I give it a while for them to become comfortable with me before getting overly touchy. Apparently Travis was at that point before I realized it. At a party the other night, I was sitting next to Kyle, one of my long-time students who knew Travis as a boy. Travis ran and jumped on us. It was funny, a little painful, and very telling. Travis’s actions communicate what he may be too insecure to say with words. He is telling us he wants to be part of what we have.
My pastor says, “When the fruit is ripe, you don’t have to yank it.” Travis is ripe. Relational ministry (accepting Travis as he is and showing genuine interest in him) has built a bridge between us. This will allow him to cross the bridge from his atheistic uncertainty to confidence in his eternal security.
I’ve been mentoring Kyle for a few years now. Behind the scenes I’ve been talking to him about what I’m doing with Travis. He’s paid close attention to our interactions. Not only will Travis find Christ, but Kyle will have more confidence to proactively reach his friends for Christ.
There are two ministry take-aways from this for volunteers:
The first goes back to what Doug Fields, author and youth worker trainer, says, “You’ve already earned the right to be heard, now speak.” With Travis, I’ve earned the right to be heard by showing a genuine interest in him. If that’s as far as it went, Travis may never progress toward a relationship with Christ.
The second is to do ministry alongside somebody who can learn from your mistakes and success. I’ve been doing this for Kyle for a while. He will be miles ahead of where I was when I started out in ministry because I’ve done for him what I wish somebody had done for me.
Update: On Christmas Day I had this conversation with Travis that started with a comment he wrote on my wall. He wrote a similar comment on a few people’s wall. The great thing is that each person was somebody he’s been hanging out with from my church. He also threw in a light-hearted reference to our conversation about religion by calling himself an Atheist:
Facebook conversation with Travis on Christmas Day
The other night Travis, Kyle and I grabbed a burger. We were having a great time. Eventually the conversation turned serious. I was asking Travis about his family. It may soon deal with divorce. Travis has been dealing with depression and a lack of ambition. He’s not been in the Christian world so he’s full of atheist thoughts, but, even though he doesn’t believe in God, wants to know more about Christians. I told him that he would be a Christian one day, but he wasn’t ready right now. This was in response to his challenge to me to convert him on the spot. Travis wants to logically understand God’s existence and that’s just not going to happen. I kept telling him throughout the conversation that his connection with God would be relational rather than logical and that he wouldn’t understand that until he experienced God first-hand. He will. He’s coming to church Sunday night. I’m very excited about that.
(I changed the student’s name to Travis because I haven’t asked permission to share this story and because it’s still developing.)
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